Think I'm over park skating, tired of the people, the same old faces, only one park that's not built by retards that just filled with 16 year olds that I end up talking to then it's like well this is odd....there's only so many five O's I can do before I'm like fuck this quarter pipe, I wanna progress and go hard in the bowls, but I'm getting old and the flame to conquer it disappeared, feel like I worked so hard for tricks I have to keep it going so I won't loose these maneuvers I bleed and hurt for... every where I go it's just kids and it's just weird to be like "hey you young radical people sick 360 flip" they progress and it pushes me to progress but all I want to do is roll down a hill with the wind in my face, that's heaven..... I don't hangout or skate with anyone, and after six years of skating a park only, being all hyped on skating, I feel like I'm over it and the board will just be there for when I don't feel like driving to the corner store.....couple years from being forty and all I wanna do is listen to black metal and drink beer tonight, just got back from two parks and I think I'm going to try to skate mornings there when no one is around and rekindle something or I'm truly burnt out of being an adult at the playground....RANT)))))